Today

I feel like my gut has been punched, though it doesn't hurt, I feel the uneasiness. My emotions slowly inch closer to my heart and when it gets there with its tender hands, it squeezes every possible life out. I feel collapsed and it's not so much that I don't wanna get up, I just can't. Thoughts run through my mind creating catastrophes that turn into headache and migraines. My eyes get heavier and I almost feel the need to cry but I don't because that too needs the strength I don't have.